哭·了

晚饭时，带着沙哑的声音，她说：“多夹点鱼来吃.... 在外面要多吃些营养的东西，你的血压低，别为了省钱而不吃......”

他在一旁带着感冒的语气又补充：“对呀，那鱼多夹些来吃.....”

饭后，她又开口说：“明天几点的巴士啊？...... 记得带饭回去吃，想要吃什么自己去冰箱里拿......”

话完，便看见她和他拿着一大包医生开的药坐在一旁把药一粒一粒的吞下去........

过后餐桌上只剩下我一人面对着一大盘鱼肉.... 不，好像还有两行咸咸的泪水陪我吃完我的晚餐....

他们那微不足道的一举一动，对我来说绝对是最大的心灵上的支柱，也是我在外生活碰到钉子与受到委屈时的最好的安慰......想到这里，眼泪又像洪水一样排山倒海的涌出了眼眶.....

常常有人问我为什么回家的次数那么频密呢？我都只是以微笑来回复.....

“慧嘉”是她给我的第一个财产；慧嘉，慧嘉，回家，回家；也许是她希望我时时刻刻能惦记着家吧.......以导致后来的我现在真的很喜欢回家.... 哈....

家，是我的元气补充站；最近学业上过得没有想象中的顺利，肚里装了满满的苦水，回来后，所有的苦水都经过他们独有的排除系统给排掉了......

这一趟回来，她还带着抱恙的身子来车站接我呢.... 心里无限的内疚......

*此时此刻，房里传来了他的咳嗽声...... 眼泪又不听使唤的流下了.......

*晚饭*

这几天的三餐，都是只有三个人在吃.....

嗯，有点孤单、冷清.... （虽然比起之前有时在宿舍里一个人吃好的多啦~~）

大弟在外读书，没有放假......

二老又跑去度蜜月了...... （希望他们别忘了买多一点手信回来~~~）

剩下我们这三个“化骨龙”在这里你看我，我看你的...... 唉~~~

去年我刚离家去读师范时，老妈常常都会打来告诉我家里少了我一个感觉有点不习惯，吃饭时少了一个人的份，时常都会有些剩菜，因为她已习惯了煮六人分的饭菜........

再后来，今年大弟也离家去外地求学了，这个情况就更严重了。连老爸也常常感叹说只有四个人在吃，那么多的菜怎么吃得完呢？接着他便会问我们几时又有回家了......

后来，老妈学精了，那些大鱼大肉她只留到我们放假回来时才煮，平时就只煮些简单的菜肴.....

曾经，我们家的晚餐都一定会等到老爸下班了、全家到齐了才开饭 （因为老爸老妈白天都在上班，而我们都在上学；午餐都在外解决，只有到了晚饭一家大小才能聚在一起吃老妈煮的饭并互动），所以就算老爸有时迟回，我们也会风雨不改的等他回来......

这感觉就像天天都在吃团圆饭一样，一家人围起一桌子次饭的感觉真的很幸福......

这也是为什么我就算只有周末时的两天假期也要回家的原因啊......

这几天老妈的不在，煮饭的责任自然就落到我的身上啦......

面对一大冰箱的材料，让我绞尽了脑汁来计划着每一餐要煮些什么.......

这时我才体会到原来老妈所煮的每一餐都让她费尽了心思好让我们吃得开心、吃得健康.......

唉，回家吃饭的温暖与幸福，只有游子们才能真正的了解并珍惜啊~~~~

还有，不能对妈妈煮的菜肴嫌三嫌四哦！！

Ｓ·Ｔ·Ｐ·Ｍ

三个学期的师范预备班随着考试的结束来到了尾声，而年终长假也跟我打招呼了~~~

现在对我来说，是个享受时刻；对我那些读中六的朋友们来说却是个难熬时刻，因为STPM就快要拉开序幕啦~~~

中六，一个一年半的课程，课程内容难得不像话（尤其是理科），主要让考了SPM之后，没有其他出路而又想继续读书，成绩也还算不错的年轻人升学然后考进大学的地方。（还有一点是没钱进私立学院的最佳选择）~~~

对有些人而言，这也许是他们最后一次争取进大学的机会，要不然就得乖乖踏出社会成为一个打工仔了~~

再过几天，STPM就要开跑了，所以我希望快要应考的朋友们能把握时机、加把劲兵更努力地去温书来对抗这次的考试．．．．．

这也许是你们最后一次的机会了，请好好珍惜；也许SPM已成了你们的终生遗憾，那就别再让这次的考试也成为你们的终生遗憾啊！！！！

因此，小民真的真的非常希望大家能够认真看待这次的考试，别再埋怨它有多难熬、有多难考了．．．这一年半的日子你们都能捱过来了，却想在关紧时刻退缩吗？？对自己有信心一点吧~~~　别让这宝贵的机会白白的溜走而遗憾一生啊．．．．

STPM的考民们，加油吧！！！！全力以赴去考就对了，走出考场，大家都还是好汉一条啊！！！！

＊不好意思，很久没上来了，现在一上来却谈了如此沉重的话题．．．．　排写啦～～　:P

星座

不管你已经知道了还是不知道，我都还是要告诉你，我的星座是“牧羊座”！！！！

既然你现在都已经知道了，那接下来当然就要去了解一下“牧羊座”有哪些特征啦........哈哈哈~~~

首先，我们先来看看“牧羊座”的面具前和面具后的差别吧！解说如下：

面具：落落大方、行事冲动、热情豪爽；朋友遍布五湖四海，很有领袖风范；只要是朋友无论你什么出生什么地位，只要谈得来他们都不拘小结，非常欢迎。虽然有时候有些头脑简单。

面具下：自尊心及强，若伤到他们面子他们很可能现场就翻脸，甚至会到老死不相往来的地步。经常有朋友会诉苦，某白羊座朋友莫名其妙得就不理他了......那是因为强烈的自尊心和头脑发热的冲动造成的。时候又拉不下面子去和解。位于黄道第一星座的白羊座，就和出生的婴孩一样，很孩子气很直接，有一就是一，决不会告诉你是二。

接着，就是变态分手的方式：

扭头就走

羊儿的分手中有一幕绝杀，便是扭头就走，你根本不知道他在想什么，甚至还在期待下一次见面，而他在转身的一刻，脸上还挂着送给你的残余的微笑时，已经开始要把你忘个一干二净。至此之后，你得不到他的任何音讯，他就这样毫无先兆的消失在茫茫人海，即使下一次不幸在大街上与你邂逅，他估计也想不起来你是谁了。

好啦，就那么多啦，不能让你知道得太多，不然我就得杀人灭口了！！！ 哈哈哈~~~

P/S: 牧羊座也被称为白羊座噢！！

快乐的告别~~~

今天的心情超好的，也许是因为捱了三个学期，“毫无人道”的体能测验终于告一段落了。从我懂得喝奶到现在，我的体能本来都是烂到惨不忍睹的，所以我的要求不多，就算每个项目只拿到那少少的一分，我都已经心满意足了。这里不代表我不长进、没有上进心，只是我知道我的极限在哪里，只要已尽了力，问心无愧就好了。

虽然是这样，但是练了多日的排球，还是没被我开到球，是有点沮丧的咯~~~ 唉，只能怪自己临时抱佛脚的态度才导致了这次的失败。所以阿，在这里想要告诉小朋友们，千千万万别学习这种超级不良、没有营养价值的态度噢！！ 不然，后果自负.......

最后，还是很想大声地喊道：“永别啦，我‘亲爱’的体能测验~~~~~”

祸从口出？！

你是否曾经因别人的一些评论，而就私自对某人的人格定下了定论呢？？

当你刚开始认识某人时，他给你的印象还算不错，你向别人提起他的时候，别人却告诉你那个人其实并不是你想象的那样好，并向你开始说那人的不是。于是当你听了，便开始质疑，进而远离那个人。后来你发现那人并不是别人所说的那么坏，才发现自己原来是那么肤浅的人.......

我想说的是， 在你真正了解某人之前，别因为别人的流言蜚语而错过了认识新的一位朋友，这是个多么不理智的做法啊！！

还有，当别人向你询问某人的性格之类的意见时，请别把你个人的想法或偏见放进去，因为也许你与某人之间有些误会，如果你把你的私人恩怨包含进去的话，那你就有可能成了散播谣言的嫌疑犯，对某人也非常不公平，搞到两败俱伤，多么不值得呀！！

所以，最好的回答就是“我不怎么清楚，还是由你自己去观察吧！” 多么聪明的回答~~~~ 哈哈~~~~~~

P/S: 本文章纯属个人的意见，并和任何生者或死者无关，如有雷同，纯属巧合....... ^^

烂烂的英文~~~~

这篇是我超烂的英语作文，简直就是惨不忍睹，用了三个小时才完成，却才写出这么短的作文。我的英文无药可救了....... T.T

My First Day in IPTHO

1^st July of 2009 was a very special day for me. It is the day that I get my offer to study in IPTHO. I was a Form 6 student and go to school as usual on that day. After school, I rushed back to my home and checked the result using mobile phone and it is said that I have make it to study in teacher institution. I was overwhelmed and did not believe it. Then, I tried to ensure it twice by checking the result online. This time I can very sure that the information is true and I felt very excited about it. I was offered for the course of KPLSPM BC/PJ/KS at Batu Pahat Tun Hussein Onn Teacher Institution (IPTHO).

From that day onwards, I have started to do the preparation to study in IPTHO. First, I printed out the offer letter from the Internet and write a drop out inform letter to my school. I had looking for the principal of my secondary school and an officer to certify the copy of my personal documents and certifications. Then, my mother brings me go for a shopping to buy some formal wears and daily needs such as pail, shampoo and toothbrush. I cut my hair in a saloon before taking the passport photo. My father planned to bring me to the institution by his own but he did not know the exact location of the institution. I have tried to search the map of IPTHO by using Google Maps but failed to find it. Then, my mother asked her friend and managed to get the exact location.

During my last day at Form 6, my friends have organized a farewell party for me at the KFC restaurant. I feel very touched and insisted to treat them all by paying the bills. On the day before registration, I was still packing because there are too many things to bring. At that night, I was very nervous and excited and those feelings have been bringing the effect of difficulties in sleeping to me.

During the registration day, on the way to Batu Pahat, we stop at Pagoh to have a breakfast. We reached IPTHO at the time of 9.30a.m. A group of scouts directed my father to park our car at the parking lots. By there, there is the IPTHO bus waiting to load us to the registration counter. At the registration counter, I were ask to do the registration all by my own and parents cannot come along. My father gave me RM300 for the registration fee and I brought all the needed documents with me. The registration process started from in front of the library and at the end of the process, we were given IPTHO’s T-shirts, cap, tracksuit and bag. I was impressing by the smooth flow of the process and gave me a new experience.

After that, there was a registration of hostel. I was given the room number of 05-332. During the registration, I have met Ku Yu Yan and my roommate, Ng Sut Fui. My roommate is also a Malaccan but she not in same class with me. After that, my parents help me to bring my entire luggage upstairs to my room. I was exhausted when arrived in front of my room. The room was very dirty and it takes a lot of work to clean it.

I first met my classmates was in the evening of the registration day which is also the start of the orientation week and we were asked by the facilitators to sit by class. My classmates are come from all over the country and all of us were very shy and nervous at that time. Then, we met our first tutor, Pn Idawati who is a very nice and caring person.

At the end of the day, I felt very tired and start to worry about the new life at this institution. I was afraid that I can’t fit with the livelihood and get along with the people because it was my first time to stay far away from my family.